The hardest thing about this grief process (besides it sucks!) is that is has recently dawned on me that this is my new reality and there is no changing it; I can’t go back.
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Dearest Judy….argue with you???? Not on the wildest bet. Every word you have written hits me in the face with truth…but only someone who is walking the same road can fully understand (and I dare say no one would choose that road willingly). In my own twisted way of trying to identify with your pain, I imagine one of my own children (or grands) being removed from my reality…..the tears come, my heart pounds and I have to pull myself back from a darkness like I really never want to fully know. How do people without faith go through this??? How do people WITH faith do it??? I'm offering no platitudes here…just the acknowledgement that your pain is real and fresh with each new day….and I will continue to lift you up to the One who really knows what it feels like. I'm so glad that you are writing all these thoughts down…..there is a purpose!!!
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